I miss jajeh. I think about her sometimes. I think about how i would pick up the phone and text her that i miss her alot. But im not sure thats a good idea actually. The other day, i was joking around with who i forgot, then i shouted 'Yeah!' like in a sickly cute way but in a joking way of course, and made a peace sign. When i did that, which i didnt realise wth i was doing, it instantly reminded me of her. Cos she always do that. It kind of aches actually, thinking about it. Haiya. Why do i have to mess things up. But i only want the old jajeh. Whose the only one who can understand what is chicago chicken, cotton candy, pumpkin, watermelon and ice water cup.
Its like the fight i had with dilly all over again. Haiya.
Boring. Boring boring... boring. Im too sleepy to watch a movie but not too tired to hit the floor. Yah, i sleep on the floor. Sickening kappe. Cos i dont want to get stupid rashes from strange smelling mattresses anymore. Do you know how irritating it is to scratch like a monkey?
I miss mr.paul gilbert again today. Friday please come fast2.
Ninja SB-OF
