Feel disturbed.

I had a great time at Zuin's. Congratulations again darling and Happy 22nd Birthday.
And a great time at the salon with supleh and watipu. Thank you so much guys for contributing and coming down to make the her look like a princess. Much thanks to supleh for the cupcakes arrangements, and i shall upload pictures soon.

Why is it that i hear other people commenting that i look very nice in this or that but never from the one i expected from.

People need to learn that sometimes this four words: You Look Nice Today, can really make a girl's day. But mean it of course.

Some days i'd take hours and hours to dress up and make-up and try to look different than any other days and try (my very best) to feel pretty and boost up that self-esteem up high, but i still dont get any compliments. I used to cry on those days.

Why. Is it so hard to compliment? Am i really that ugly and fat that i cant look nice in anything? Am i always this ugly? Do i look horrifyingly ugly to you? Do i resemble a pig? Does a pig look better than i do? Does my double chin trouble you in any way? Is my eyeshadow too wayang pekji for you? Is my hair too black? Do i look like Aretha Franklin? Are my stretch marks intimidating?

I heard theres such a thing called feelings.