And tomorow im going to see a7x! Yeay!
Yeay isnt exactly the right word to describe this bubbling grueling awesomely shaking thing inside me. Its just too long to describe.
Im feeling like.. any a7x fan would. Like a second degree fan. Bcos my number one favourite is still honey. HEEE. Mcm paham.
Yes im excited.. going with melin and her friend since my circle of friends either thinks a7x is too lame, or they dont know who a7x is at all. Yah. True story. Sad but true.
Got to know last minute though that ayan, ismet is going too.
OMG I CANT WAIT!
People can go crazy about m shadows or johnny or zacky or syn. But I, yes I just LOOOVE the rev to the hardcoreness. I LOVE HIM ARRGGH. I wish honey looks like him.
Or not.
Haha.
I need to stop dreaming.
a7x managed to rip me off a hundred of my savings.. but anything for the love of music.. its one time of a lifetime. I cant go to a gig if im like 32 years old... unless my skin is thick and not un-fat enough to fit into trendy wannabe clothes.
I was so hardcore i bought a new top, bought new contacts.. which i actually need though.. and hairdye to touchup my roots. Like they ever going to notice me in that crowd of a jillion. Im just gonna be me, wear my pretty2 flower frilly top and cardigan and jeans. And.. normal make-up.
Remember, its the MUSIC. Not the fashion. Fuck the scene. Its for the 90 babies.
Do u know? That if its not for this age ive been, i'd want to wear different clothes. Lets not talk about me wearing skimpy shirts bcos firstly im not skimpy. I like normal tops with cuffs and v necks. And then i'd like just bermudas and some skate shoes. But i cant wear bermudas. Bcos i have this ugly tattoo right between my knee and my feet.. thanks to the invention of motorcycles.
Sigh. Do u know. That ive missed honey so much lately. He's been busy working and always tired all the time. Usually he would check up on me and see whether im home or not. Usually i find that irritating bcos reporting strength is like a must. But these days i actually miss those naggings. Bcos im too accustomed to it.. i think. I cant feel a bit.. just a tiny bit though.. of distance and to tell the truth i cant quite stand it. But i need to understand that he's busy though. Im pretty occupied myself with halloween decorations lately. Just finished. After 4 days and late hours of putting them up, the outlet finally looks ready for halloween although its like a week away. But the deadline to put them up was yesterday. Which is stupid bcos by the time halloween arrives everything would come down, a few already did just now. Just pathethic.
I need to sleep. Im so tired.
Till then..
Jimmy.. i'll see you tomoro.. i love you..
HEHE!
Lets all berangan tonight!
Siala but his girlfriend was a pornstar sey!
OF COURSE IM JEALOUS.
Okok sleep. Nite!
Ninja SB-OF
